sex and Love

What feelings come up for you when you hear these words?  Breath into them.  These words are charged,
misunderstood, given up on and veiled by our egos or personalities or experiences.  They are longed for and
yet denied and we are living in a place of powerlessness, apathy and total mistrust.

Imagine a universe where we are truly living from a balanced soul place inside of ourselves, where we are coming from our power, our soul, beyond personality, balanced in our healthy masculine and feminine inside of ourselves, not wanting or needing anything from another but also not denying our desires.  Meeting in
conscious union, divinity, soul loving - sharing our hearts, our bodies and our souls but totally free.  What is
stopping us living from this place?  Where are we blocked in our chakras from being in our true power as sould manifestations of healthy masculine and feminine.

Something opens our wings
Something makes boredom and hurt disappear
Someone fills the cup in front of us
We taste our sacredness                                RUMI

Soul Power Allows us to be our Purpose

My inspiration for a open, loving, true, powerful world has been ignited recently at the first NZ
Spiritual/Sexual Shamanic Training in Auckland over easter 2011 and my life purpose

To Live the meaning of my name Fire/Flame of Love has been re-ignited and refueled through
every chakra of my being.  I have witnessed divinity in humanity again and have been opened,
touched and tempted home inside myself.  I have taken back my true power to know why I am
here on this planet and what I have to serve and give effortlessly.  I have reawakened presence,
safety and witnessing without judgement.  I know my true gifts around sexual healing.  I long for
wholeness in both my own and others relationships.

More
* Truthful expression beyond illusion and denial
* Wholeness in individuals
* More true power by owning our desires and developing strong boundaries
* More safety and honouring of each other
* More living from our true selves, our souls not our veils of ego and personality
* More feeling  our emotions both our darkness and our light
* More authenticity in each of us coming through
* More living our our true gifts

Universal love is beyond what the personality knows.  It is truth that men need to reconnect with their
relational side, own their fears of being engulfed by the power of the feminine and for woman to regain
her power and stop looking for love outside of herself and find her fullness.  For us to be truly healed we
have to stop focussing on the wound.  If the wound healed we would cease to exist!  Then we would live
beyond ego.

What can we hold on to Now - Where to Next?

The last time, I felt the amazing shift,  the world was about to go to war in 2002 and  my mother died in the middle of it, the person who meant the most to me in the world for my spiritual growth and what  gifts she left me on how to be and not to be.

Now as the christchurch earthquake devestates out city  and Japan an even deeper tragedy,that same feeling of the unknown creeps in - where to next?  What can we hold on to anymore, what truly needs to happen, what is important?

I feel the old ways have to be let go of, the gorgeous sharmain who said that to heal
this planet in 2012 the heart has to be open in 2011.  What is it going to take to truly
open our hearts, let go of old patterns of ego that are running us and killing our
gorgeous planet.

The way of the feminine, dominion has to win out!  Masculine dominance can't work
anymore!  Anyone who holds onto these old ways will be challenged deeply in the
next few years.
We have to be the change we want in the world!

Co- creating - working together - connecting to the oneness instead of feeling separate
Prosperity consciousness - there is enough to go around
The choice to give - there is plenty
The choice to love
A willingness to drop pride and ask for help and then be able to receive
Use our deep knowing - trust our intuition - connect with it
Willingness to say yes to all emotions that come and go, denying them brings suffering
Take responsibility for what you are creating
Knowing that this physical world is an illusion - a mirror for whats going on inside of you
Feeling connected to your spirituality and knowing you are truly loved
Bringing laughter and joy to your life
Living in the present moment and being truly grateful for what you have
Stop going back into the story of the past - dropping the story
Let go of struggle
Balancing life in being and doing
To be truly vulnerable and trust in life and the higher power
Know that everything that comes to you is a gift from god - the dark and the light

I don't need to go over the masculine qualities but that heavy pushing energy won't work.  Mother earth is angry with us - she wants some softness

As I listen now to the beautiful Portuguese singer in  Madredeus - I leave you with
this contemplation and if you decide to  make  these shifts individually - we can
be as one

in deep love

Paru

The Enneagram and The Journey Home

The enneagram (Ego fixation) is the most profound and direct, all encompassing tool for self
discovery in this lifetime.  It is what runs you and who you are and who you are not.

Everyone wants to be happy.  This is in all of us, it's the fulfillment of our human potential that
we awaken to our true essence, source or truth of our being.

What stops us is the ego - the root of all suffering.  It is killing the world right now and many leaders
in the field of spiritual development - Eckhart Tolle, Maryane Williamson ,are talking about it.

Most teachers believe an ego crystallises around 3-5 years old when we react to the absence
of basic trust in childhood.  Patterns of fixation start to formulate as ego patterns.

There are 9 points of fixation
- 3 points are fixated in the physical body - anger points
- 3 points are fixated in the emotional body - image points
- 3 points are fixated in the mental body - fear points

The more dysfunctional the childhood, the more prounounced the ego is.  We feel we have
holes inside, that something is wrong with me and this sense of lack deepens with age.

The enneagram does not put you in a box, it shows you the box you are in and the way out.
It's a bridge between psychology and spirituality.  When we get sick of trying to fill our
holes or our emptyness on the outside, we favce our inner world directly and truthfully -
then we come home to ourselves and the whole universe supports our awakening.
To experience the healing of our oldest and deepest wounds through the action of awareness
is the miracle we can all count on.  If we follow that map of the soul into the depth of
our hearts, hatred will turn to compassion, rejection into acceptance and fear into wonder.

The enneagram gives you compassion for yours and others suffering.  It makes you feel you
are not alone - it helps you to understand why we are all so different.  There is such an
awakening happening on this planet at this time - what better way to get to the core.

At Shunyata retreat we establish what patterns are truly running you - then with The
Journey we clear them out at a cellular level.  The mind goes quiet, the soul comes through
and you reclaim your innocence.  You fall in love with the essence of who you truly are - you
come home.

WE DO NOT NEED TO IMPROVE OURSELVES, WE JUST NEED TO LET GO OF THAT
WHICH BLOCKS OUR HEART    Jack Kornfield

May all beings be free and happy!

Eli and Gangaji my teachers talking on what is true relationship

INSPIRATION

Do you truly wish you had the abilities to inspire another? Do you love to be inspired yourself? Have you ever questioned which people inspire you and why and how? The following points will help you aspire to be an inspiration in peoples lives: Do you seem to have a rapturous heart, sending out signals that you love and the world and everyone in it? Are you jubilant about the work you do? Do you see the world as a friendly place? Are you at peace with yourself? Do you appear to be kind rather than judgemental? Are you confident without being boorish? Do you tend to be cheerful? Do you love to play? Are you elated to be in the company of young children as well as older people? Do you listen rather than lecture? Are you willing to be students as well as teachers? Do you love nature? Are you in awe of the world? Do you express rational humility? Are you approachable? Do you take great pleasure in serving others? Do you seem to have tamed your ego? Do you accept all people as equals? Are you open to new ideas? Are you an inspiring influence in peoples  lives or do you want to be?

12/10/10

by Paru - Shunyata

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